The following blog has been reposted to my current blog to rid myself of multiple profiles and to also preserve the Idiot that was my 16 year old self.
Well, I had quite a tough night last night...I ended up staying up til like 2:30am, searching and searching through my playlist and updating this space with random crap. I just seemed obsessed with music, my night would've been completely Mum-Like
EDIT 10/05/10: Your Mum was very much entitled to a few drinks after a difficult separation. She is more healthy than you. if I had been drinking wine or some other kind of alcohol...I did wish that I was, but I sadly was drinking pathetic but much needed water... Mum isn't like that anymore...she was though...but now she has a man and has no need to stay up late searching for rocking love songs...
So getting up in the morning was rather tough, and I had to spend the day at Emily's house with Sarah and Alex and Emily's two cousins (One is Ella...and I cannot remember the others name, even though I think I liked her more), and Scott was driving us there, but I thought it mightve been Alex's Mum or Dad, so I didnt want to be late for them...
So at about 10 past 9, I wrenched myself out of bed and showered and got ready, but by then it was like 9:30, and I thought I really needed to be there by 10, so I decided to quickly stop into Macca's (and that was an uplifting part of my day!) and then headed down there...seems I rushed a bit TOO much...I got there a bit b4 10, and Scott and Alex were watching a movie anyway, so it didnt matter either way...
Poor Scott, Alex, Emily, Frog and Sarah and like a bunch of other people are all really sick with the Flu...I got the Flu on the holidays and Im hoping so hard that I dont get it again, because it was the worst feeling in the world! I never ever ever ever, want to feel that sick again - it was terrible! So I know what these guys are going, and they seem to of recieved a really bad strain of it, either that or havent been given enough good things to help get rid of it...but yeah...it's pretty ew...so I have to eat well and make sure I dont get sick, my body is catching it because my ear and throat get itchy when I'm around or have been around them all, but I'm fighting it off (hopefully) I just really dont want to get sick...
Yeah so we had fun @ Emilys...Alex and I both really wanted to play Mario Karts, but the old version just isnt good as the new version...Um, then we plaed Scumpra - dont ask - and that was fun too, when Sarah got there all we did was lay on a bed and go over the script a couple of times without a script...well not entirely with a script and then we just talked about Schoolies and Rivermount and nearly all fell asleep, and then we all went home...and now I'm here: HELLO!
I have to finish a drama assignment tonight because it's due tomorrow, but it's not hard or anything, so I dont know why I keep putting it off, itd take me less than an hour or two...
While on the bed I also realised that in my next relationship...whenever and if ever that will be...I would love to fall asleep with my boy by my side and just lie there and not worry about making noises or getting "intimate" but just being...just being would be nice, all comfy and all...to be comfortable with your boy would be so very sweet...
Anyway, I dont know if Im up for School tomorrow and for it ALL week, I'm just so over it...give me a graduation, formal and schoolies now - why do u lie!? WHY!?
Yeah...I'm quite tired even though I did a whole lot of nothing...I hope I dont get addicted to music again to night...
Love from The Monstrous Kitten Kaburbla And The Ever-Lasting Fanny Fart
(LOL - I CANT BELIEVE THAT I WROTE THAT!!! IT JUST CAME OUT OF MY HEAD, LIKE ALL THE NAMES SO FAR HAVE DONE! BUT YOU'VE GOTTA LOVE IT! C'MON, YOU'VE GOTTA!)