So I joined YouTube...and things got quite crazy. My video got featured and I've had quite a few hits...and over 9000 emails in my hotmail account. :( I'm a bit freaked about it actually. I have got more nice people than mean people I think, but they both comment in healthy even doses of love and hate, which keeps me sane.
I've never experienced this kind of attention before, and its freaking me out. There is so much pressure to make another video...to get featured again and get a million hits like the famous youtubers out there...but its just the internet...so I don't know why I feel so much pressure to be great.
I might be going to a interview as a receptionist at a law firm in beenleigh, so thats cool. Hope I get it. Good money, hours, and good place to work. And its a law firm for construction stuff...sounds kinda easy yet possibly complicated.
I've been eating way to much chocolate. Oh, I went to the EKKA and got fudge cuz they stopped selling showbags when i got there...i nearly cried. i was that disappointed cuz i have been wanting to go to the ekka for soooo long. ive never been before, well grandma says i went as a baby, but i cant remember so it doesnt count...i missed out on a lot of things, but went on my first upside-down carnie park ride, which ive always been too afraid to go on, so that was cool for me...my necklace fell behind my head and caught in my hair, so whenever it went upside down, i felt like i was being choked. chocked. lol, chocked. umm...my friend tamika was screaming her head off....it was sooo funny. afterwards we all went to the boyz old school and they drank and stuff and we just chatted, harry sent me a drunken rant that i asked grant to translate for me...he said that it means he likes me...its so complicated.
i was crazy on the train home, high on coke, fairy floss and chocolate icecream....coke really is my alcohol...i was all incoherent and all kinds of drunk on the train it was funny, and looking back on it it was also really pathetic looking.
saw grant tonight, we hung out, got food...played games...watched family guy, just hung out. he asked me to kiss him. i didnt. too afraid.
rehearsals for the pajama game were really good. we've learnt all the songs and i love singing like an american.
sorry for the crappy blogging, i know i usually type quite neatly...but nobody reads this anyway!
lovealways and latro thehill88 and obsessiveq
just saw your videos on youtube and i wanted to say i think your really funny and cute.
just had to let you know cos it seems like funny cute people are kind of an endangered species these days.
oh good luck with your interview by the way, all the best.
I wanna to see you in the cinema! auhauha... kisses... see ya!
i saw all ur videos in youtube , and , i dont know , why??? u have some, special, i dont know what u have, but, when i was see u.. i cant stop od see ur funny face... i think , that if u would lives here in Santiago of Chile.... aj aj xd forget...
but.. fot more that i search more data about u .. i dont find T_T , and this day.. i was try of understand ur life... a kinda...mhhh.. i cant T_T
i know , that u are graduaded (like me xd) and , u do theatre.mhhh and no more T_T but , i think that ur life is nice..xd
now i have very much question about u
are u in university????
what say in ur crazy videos.. ???
how will be talk with u??? in reality
ok.. i wrotten very mush and the most probably that u will just read this , like one more
may be , too that u dont read... this.. aj ajja or dont know , but just was want
and just a hint, "was crazy on the train home, high on coke, fairy floss and chocolate icecream...." sounds like you were snorting lines in the bathroom of the train or something...
one more hint and this one'll be serious... it's about youtube: don't feel pressured to "make another awesome video" because that only leads to crappy videos and frankly, if it wasn't for your oddness of character in that video response to lonelygirl i never would have become a fan, and stuff like that can't be analysed and packaged... it has to just flow (unlike your rap ;P)..
in closing... i'd have to say that i am mental and umm... keep up the good work and whatnot or something
oh yeh you know that coke comment kinda had me giggling as well:-)
After watching your videos, I saw that you were not only cute, funny, wacky and a great dancer, but also interesting. Which is what led me to your website. 9000 e-mails? Wow, that's what happens when thousands of male single YouTube users want to get into your pants XD.
Anyway, glad to finally meet you (or rather, post on your journal), looking forward to seeing more of that awesome aussie chick, and I wish I got drunk from coke *jealousy level rising*. ^_^
-Coppo68
www.youtube.com/garrettmaxjuno
Well best wishes,
-Garr
Don't mind about the mean comments, they just didnt know to appreciate it; maybe they even envy you. Well.. gotta go now.. before you think I am a crazy person for being here or something... :)
Kisses.
Fred
Not to be a downer, but I don't think the video was well-received because of a talented rap, I think it was more due to a flock of horny guys. You looked very cute, and you are a cute girl. Let me just say there's a reason why internet porn makes billions of rubles. If I posted a hottie likcking a popcicle, I'm guessing it would do well on youTube.
Why do you think people watched lonely girl? :-/
It's also the real-TV effect, people want to safely intrude on other people's lives.
Just a little perspective, fwiw.
You're actually the first video monolog I've seen on youTube and having watched several more, to be honest, I'm kind of growing tired of them. It takes some giant balls to assume people want to sit and hear you ramble, no offense. Regardless, I did enjoy your mindless ramblings. :-P
Are you going to do the "lick the popcicle in your undies" thing? I promise you'll be #1 again! Don't underestimate the animalistic and dull-witted attributes of the human male to get you far! Personally I'd rather you not get in your undies on youTube and I'm pretty sure you won't....
Just fwiw, I am not implying I viewed your videos because I compared you to porn. Just that you are an attractive girl (woman?) and you were really cute in that rap video. Hey, that fat dude from NYC worked a lot harder on his video and rap, and it was better, but he doesn't look nearly half as cute as you. So go figure. Cute girls sell, fat hairy Puerto Rican Jews don't.
Me thinks you were making fun of me, but that's fine. Seriously tho, how safe is it to give out your full name, etc? :-/ Do you think my name is Farkman? Yeee....no.
But I like your "Internet is for Porn" as an album cover, kind of like "Meat is Murder". lol. How about this:
And the flesh you so fancifully eye
Is not succulent, tasty or kind
Its porn for no reason
And porn for no reason is the internet
lol. I'm so terribly clever aren't I? At least I entertain myself....(not a reference to porn btw).
Sorry for all the Smiths references, but that may be the only band we have in common?!?
Good night, you kook.