Sunday, 20 August 2006

A possibility?

Originally posted on Buzznet.

So I joined YouTube...and things got quite crazy. My video got featured and I've had quite a few hits...and over 9000 emails in my hotmail account. :( I'm a bit freaked about it actually. I have got more nice people than mean people I think, but they both comment in healthy even doses of love and hate, which keeps me sane.

I've never experienced this kind of attention before, and its freaking me out. There is so much pressure to make another get featured again and get a million hits like the famous youtubers out there...but its just the I don't know why I feel so much pressure to be great.

I might be going to a interview as a receptionist at a law firm in beenleigh, so thats cool. Hope I get it. Good money, hours, and good place to work. And its a law firm for construction stuff...sounds kinda easy yet possibly complicated.

I've been eating way to much chocolate. Oh, I went to the EKKA and got fudge cuz they stopped selling showbags when i got there...i nearly cried. i was that disappointed cuz i have been wanting to go to the ekka for soooo long. ive never been before, well grandma says i went as a baby, but i cant remember so it doesnt count...i missed out on a lot of things, but went on my first upside-down carnie park ride, which ive always been too afraid to go on, so that was cool for necklace fell behind my head and caught in my hair, so whenever it went upside down, i felt like i was being choked. chocked. lol, chocked. friend tamika was screaming her head was sooo funny. afterwards we all went to the boyz old school and they drank and stuff and we just chatted, harry sent me a drunken rant that i asked grant to translate for me...he said that it means he likes me...its so complicated.

i was crazy on the train home, high on coke, fairy floss and chocolate icecream....coke really is my alcohol...i was all incoherent and all kinds of drunk on the train it was funny, and looking back on it it was also really pathetic looking.

saw grant tonight, we hung out, got food...played games...watched family guy, just hung out. he asked me to kiss him. i didnt. too afraid.

rehearsals for the pajama game were really good. we've learnt all the songs and i love singing like an american.

sorry for the crappy blogging, i know i usually type quite neatly...but nobody reads this anyway!

lovealways and latro thehill88 and obsessiveq

  • timijimi
    Hey, I am not a nobody! :P
    Aug 20, 2006
  • sam
    if ure coming to england go to cornwall or london i live there at both not beacuase of me but because there coll like you
    Aug 20, 2006
  • Hanibal
    I see you're a virgo. When is your birthday?
    Aug 20, 2006
  • anakin ryan
    Hi you dont know me but dont worry im not mental or anything :-)
    just saw your videos on youtube and i wanted to say i think your really funny and cute.
    just had to let you know cos it seems like funny cute people are kind of an endangered species these days.
    oh good luck with your interview by the way, all the best.
    Aug 20, 2006
  • Kal�
    Hey whats up... I saw your videos in YouTube and I love!!! Sorry for my english ok? I'm just a brazilian boy trying to speak english... for this I wanna to talk with you.. add me on you messenger ok??? or send me an email...
    I wanna to see you in the cinema! auhauha... kisses... see ya!
    Aug 20, 2006
  • sakuropc
    hi , i am from chile , xd mhhh , i dont know that say in english (because , i am from chile and... mhh my first language is spanish mhhh.. then.. may be that i will say thing with out sence and, u dont understand me ja aj ...

    i saw all ur videos in youtube , and , i dont know , why??? u have some, special, i dont know what u have, but, when i was see u.. i cant stop od see ur funny face... i think , that if u would lives here in Santiago of Chile.... aj aj xd forget...
    but.. fot more that i search more data about u .. i dont find T_T , and this day.. i was try of understand ur life... a kinda...mhhh.. i cant T_T
    i know , that u are graduaded (like me xd) and , u do theatre.mhhh and no more T_T but , i think that ur life is nice..xd
    now i have very much question about u
    are u in university????
    what say in ur crazy videos.. ???
    how will be talk with u??? in reality
    ok.. i wrotten very mush and the most probably that u will just read this , like one more
    may be , too that u dont read... this.. aj ajja or dont know , but just was want
    Aug 20, 2006
  • bluebonics
    this is funny... some of the responses you get... "I see you're a virgo"... sounds like we're at a bar... my favorite: "Hi you dont know me but dont worry im not mental or anything :-)" ... you gotta love that for an opening line...

    and just a hint, "was crazy on the train home, high on coke, fairy floss and chocolate icecream...." sounds like you were snorting lines in the bathroom of the train or something...

    one more hint and this one'll be serious... it's about youtube: don't feel pressured to "make another awesome video" because that only leads to crappy videos and frankly, if it wasn't for your oddness of character in that video response to lonelygirl i never would have become a fan, and stuff like that can't be analysed and packaged... it has to just flow (unlike your rap ;P)..

    in closing... i'd have to say that i am mental and umm... keep up the good work and whatnot or something
    Aug 20, 2006
  • bluebonics
    hmm.. how come the comment section asks for an e-mail and then only puts the link there when you first post and view it but upon subsequent views the link isn't there?
    Aug 20, 2006
  • anakin ryan
    lol glad you liked my opener bluebonics, its from the movie waynes world, you should watch it, its real funny.
    oh yeh you know that coke comment kinda had me giggling as well:-)
    Aug 21, 2006
  • Coppo68
    You sure got a lot of fans on YouTube, and now they're leeching here? Everyone's wanting to meet that superstar Caitlin! Anyway, I'm one of them. Hello, I'm Coppo.

    After watching your videos, I saw that you were not only cute, funny, wacky and a great dancer, but also interesting. Which is what led me to your website. 9000 e-mails? Wow, that's what happens when thousands of male single YouTube users want to get into your pants XD.

    Anyway, glad to finally meet you (or rather, post on your journal), looking forward to seeing more of that awesome aussie chick, and I wish I got drunk from coke *jealousy level rising*. ^_^

    Aug 21, 2006
  • anakin ryan
    oh hey just had a thought if you really are frigid your next rap video should be as cold as ice lmao :-)
    Aug 21, 2006
  • Garrett
    Cheers from Illinois, (US).... Haha like your videos and enjoyed reading what you have to say (Above). If you want to see who i am or somthing along those lines my youtube is:

    Well best wishes,
    Aug 21, 2006
  • Thiago
    Well.. if people didnt.. I believe they have started reading by now. Im brazilian, and Im reading. In fact, you write quite well, and your videos are really funny. I imagine how it is to get about 9000 e-mails for something like that. You'll handle it, maybe you are even having fun.
    Don't mind about the mean comments, they just didnt know to appreciate it; maybe they even envy you. Well.. gotta go now.. before you think I am a crazy person for being here or something... :)
    Aug 21, 2006
  • Fred
    Hi Caitlin. Just saw your clips on YouTube and read your blog. Both are great! You are hysterically funny in a perfect natural way. Don't let all this attention freak you out too much. And don't feel pressured to do another great clip. Just try to do what you would do anyway. It will be great even if it doesn't attract all the same hype. Anyway, thanks for the chuckles. You made my day better :-)
    Aug 22, 2006
  • Todd Farkman
    "There is so much pressure to make another awesome get featured again and get a million hits like the famous youtubers out there...but its just the I don't know why I feel so much pressure to be great."

    Not to be a downer, but I don't think the video was well-received because of a talented rap, I think it was more due to a flock of horny guys. You looked very cute, and you are a cute girl. Let me just say there's a reason why internet porn makes billions of rubles. If I posted a hottie likcking a popcicle, I'm guessing it would do well on youTube.

    Why do you think people watched lonely girl? :-/

    It's also the real-TV effect, people want to safely intrude on other people's lives.

    Just a little perspective, fwiw.
    Aug 26, 2006
  • ERica
    Another "not a no body"
    Aug 27, 2006
    you are due to feel now special which salts in Internet your you must feel now special that much people who pay attention to you your you must there feel special to do what few we obtained and is to remove a smile to the people although I believe perhaps that where you live you do not have the reality to the door of your house this mistaking but that I create I think that there many things that to make but that say and are one hurts that for expresarte something teng that to speak in another language serious but easy to speak all he himself language and thus many problems of wars and violences do not habrian good to not I bother you but and I hope that you pass “smile very well so long charming” good bye
    Aug 28, 2006
  • ToddToddFarkFark
    LMAO...was that "Internet is for Porn" comment for me? If so, I'm flattered. Here I thought I was talking to myself. :-D

    You're actually the first video monolog I've seen on youTube and having watched several more, to be honest, I'm kind of growing tired of them. It takes some giant balls to assume people want to sit and hear you ramble, no offense. Regardless, I did enjoy your mindless ramblings. :-P

    Are you going to do the "lick the popcicle in your undies" thing? I promise you'll be #1 again! Don't underestimate the animalistic and dull-witted attributes of the human male to get you far! Personally I'd rather you not get in your undies on youTube and I'm pretty sure you won't....

    Just fwiw, I am not implying I viewed your videos because I compared you to porn. Just that you are an attractive girl (woman?) and you were really cute in that rap video. Hey, that fat dude from NYC worked a lot harder on his video and rap, and it was better, but he doesn't look nearly half as cute as you. So go figure. Cute girls sell, fat hairy Puerto Rican Jews don't.

    Me thinks you were making fun of me, but that's fine. Seriously tho, how safe is it to give out your full name, etc? :-/ Do you think my name is Farkman?

    But I like your "Internet is for Porn" as an album cover, kind of like "Meat is Murder". lol. How about this:

    And the flesh you so fancifully eye
    Is not succulent, tasty or kind
    Its porn for no reason
    And porn for no reason is the internet

    lol. I'm so terribly clever aren't I? At least I entertain myself....(not a reference to porn btw).

    Sorry for all the Smiths references, but that may be the only band we have in common?!?

    Good night, you kook.
    Aug 28, 2006

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