Saturday, 26 February 2005

Day Off.

The following blog has been reposted to my current blog to rid myself of multiple profiles and to also preserve the Idiot that was my 16 year old self.

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Helloooo! Um...well this week has been a doosy...i dont know if thats how u spell doosy, or if doosy is even a word...but thats what its been.

I've been like late to skool everyday, and it seriously sucks...

yeah on Tuesday Nicole & I performed our dance. I think mine went okay...and I didnt really know Nicoles, and she had a memory blank on stage, so I dont know how she's going to go.

Um...on Wednesday nite, we acted out scenes 1 to 7 of x-stacy...hopefully its going to be good. I hope I dont suck...what I mainly excited about is trying to find some ahem, skanky clothes...and Rhylee and I are thinking about buying a cross, cuz both our characters (she plays my mum, Anne) would have them cuz we are really religious. Frog says im a repressed, Christian teen...thats why I want to rebel so much, and harm my body and have sex and stuff..lol, with Zac...oh, its funny.

Then afterwards we had a production meeting for Go Noah, and that was really boring, I didnt do much, Sarah, Ayeshah, Matt and I mainly just stared at eachother making faces, but that was mainly Matt actually...

Also on that wednesday, I didnt go to school. Wow, I've had 2 days off this week. But today it was for getting photos...she seem pleased by them, so hopefully they are all right...when they are put up, I'll put them on this site...hopefully they'll b cool.

Thursday wasnt bad. I was rather tired. Emily & Ashley came over b4 theatre, and emily helped me with my drama essay, and for the 1st time in my life, i have really felt stupid. It sucked. I feel like my brain has reached its mental compacity and wont get any smarter...but it can, and it did...I finished the essay - its now over the 1000 words - damn. Took me til 1:30am to do...but I needed the time.

So obviously when I woke up this morning i was dead. Mum suggested that I have a day off...I need one! i need rest b4 the show 2 nite, and i need 2 make up sum more dances for Jo.

So yea, im sitting in here in my uniform waiting for grandma...just to hand in an essay and then leave...i want to go now, so I dont have 2 go in @ lunch and go past my group...and the guys...oh the guys...how frustrating they can be. But i love em...

Anyway, sorry for the ramble...the reason why health and wellness was the topic was cuz im not feelin 2 well...i have de sniffles...its stinging my nose..it better b ok by 2nite...i dont want my song 2 b crap!

xoxo Love Caitlin.

Wednesday, 23 February 2005

WHAT'S UP WITH YOU? I DUNNO WHAT'S UP WITH U?

The following blog has been reposted to my current blog to rid myself of multiple profiles and to also preserve the Idiot that was my 16 year old self.

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Hey Everybody, which is basically nobody cuz nobody views this site...Um...I went to Nicks party on Saturday nite, which was good. I actually had fun, even tho I was really tired, and wanted 2 sleep, i didnt want 2 b boring so I made my self do stuff...I spent most of the night with Zack, Frog, Matt, Alex & Scott & all that...but mainly Zack & Matt...lol, it was funny. Lets just say we had a...bonding session, lol...so funny.

@ like 4am Matt got hungry & made us get up 2 take Zack home & then we went 2 Maccas which was a life saviour & all. I felt really odd being up that early and eating breakfast and seeing all the odd early, early morning ppl...its like a whole new strange world...well, not really, but you know.

Sunday was our first day of rehearsals for x-stacy ( spare a thought for darling emily, and another one for her recent sadness...im sorry emmy! I didnt want that to happen to you! He shall recieve a beating! ) we just read thru the play, it went okay...so much swearing.

Afterwards we went and visited my Gran for her bday, but, she spent most of her time feeding us instead of relaxing & then I got tired & nearly fell asleep, while they spent most of their time bitching about how crap life is when you have 2 share with your grandparents...I dont mind it. Sumtimes it can be really, really annoying & frustrating...but I dunno, sumtimes I feel like Im head of a business, and ppl are working for me...is that bad? It feels like a bad idea...i dunno. Im doing a silvia and going on tangents and all.

But yeah...on Monday I was late & tired...both Nicole & I (Nicole is this new girl, who likes to speak her mind alot, which is sometimes not a good thing, but she is a nice girl really) were kinda stressing about our dances...mainly hers cuz she hadnt even finished. Um...we had like a dynamic problem but hopefully we fixed that. Well I dont care if Nicole didnt, all I care is that my dance gets a good mark...Im hoping for @ least a B-...if I get lower than that, Ill be a bit upset...okay Ill aim low...C+.

Monday nite dancing came & went & I still havent been paid for the last 2 weeks, which is really frustrating cuz you feel like you have nothing to work for...like that stupid teaching with talkative lil teens is worth your time & energy. Im missing important study and homework time...I could be doing my essay for the gerbils sake! Geez...grr...I better be paid soon...next week, else I wont be able to teach enthusiastically at all. Like just tonight, when I found out I hadnt been paid for this week I found it really, really annoying and when the pointe class came around I could barely teach teh syllabus, cuz i found it all so tedious...its not like this is benefiting me really, cuz i dont want to be a teacher!

Anyway, Im doing important things for my career, which I wont reveal, and becuase of those important things Im taking a day off skool 2 morrow...I just hope all goes well...and I have to try to be a good person, and not let this go to my head...and make me a bitchy, impatient person...cuz that isnt me...QDSE changed that. EDIT 09/14/10: Yeah, right. Clearly. Tut tut.

Yeah, btw, Nicole & I did our dance assessment. I think mine went well...Nicole 4got hers...and cuz she 4got I 4got as well, so that wasnt good. I hope everythings going to be sweet. Main things to worry about now is this stupid drama essay and the drama studies prompt book assignment...and yea, skool in general.

I'm looking 4wd 2:

* another x-stacy rehearsal 2morrow nite.

* hanging with the theatre crew on thursday @ ST.

*Fridays performance of the movies,the music..and hopefully going out that nite.

*AAA on saturday, (Im a bit scared when it comes to Go Noah) and the performance that nite...and going out that nite...

*Sunday and either the free day or rehearsals for x-stacy that will be held...i love thee!

peace out xoxoxo...I finished reading the Genesis chapter...Exodus looks interesting..all about good old Moses! Let my people go! lol...xo

Monday, 21 February 2005

Comments & Reviews...

The following blog has been reposted to my current blog to rid myself of multiple profiles and to also preserve the Idiot that was my 16 year old self.

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thanx 4 the comments...i know who ones silvia...but i have no idea who the other one is...

the show went well...1st nite was good, second nite was better in sum ways..but the audience was small and therefore kinda sucked...but yea.

had my 1st rehearsal for x-stacy alls going well...catch ya'll later! peace!

Saturday, 19 February 2005

THE MOVIES! THE MUSIC!

Hey you! Yes you! Want some entertainment? Want some ravishing, davishing, smavishing entertainment?

And do you also love movies...and the music from the movies?

The come on down to XXXXXXX Theatre @ the XXXXXXXXX XXXX XXXXXs for:

THE MOVIES! THE MUSIC!

I trully wonderful review show with nearly all your favourite songs from nearly all your favourite movies!

Come see them dance! sing! and entertain their hearts out for the wonderful audience that should be you!

Caitling sings Part Of Your World from The Little Mermaid and after that mainly dances...but wouldnt that just be fantastic?

Lol...sorry 4 speaking like a wanker im just trying to advertise this lil show, itll b good...i cant actually say anything bad about it in case some how Brett (the director) comes on this site and sees...I dont really think anything bad about it...but some of the viewers have said that the second act...in the middle...the beginning and end is fantastic...is a little *yawn*...if u get what i mean...so yeah, there may be songs u dont like...but after the ones you dont like there is surely some ones u will like...no not like, love...lol...there i go again, being the wanker and all...teeheehee.

So yeah, i love you all...come see the show!

Its on from: Feb 18,19,25,26 & March 4,5,11,12.

@ 7:30pm

To book tickets call: XXXX XXXX

Adults - $18 and Concession and Kids - $15

A CELEBRATION OF THE BEST-LOVED MUSIC FROM THE MOVIES!

I'll see you @ the top...lol peace xoxo

the photo @ the bottom is the closest pic 2 silvia that i have...tho she looks quite different! and the others are of the theatre ppl that will b in the show!

EDIT JULY 27th 2010: Unfortunately the photo I had posted of Silvia was of Rachel Bilson as her character Summer in The O.C. I honestly don't think I meant anything bad by it, I probably just thought their hair looked similar, shiny, but still, I obviously had a long way to come compared to people who had grown up in more multicultural environments.

5:11 PM

COMMENTS:

Amor_a_mi_es_todo wrote:
Hello darling, it's YOUR blast from the past lol. Nice hearing from you deary, love what you've done with the website, especially love all the pics of you beautiful self...my you did turn out lovely didn't you?? Sorry you had to stumble upon my website..it's kind of only written in when i'm incredibly miserable :S. But anyway, to clear up the matter i had to change my last name so there weren't any complications further down the track..it all started with me trying to go for my learners..maybe i'll tell you the story one day, maybe i won't. The point is i just wanted to say howdy and make my presence known... we really must catch up some day darl... long time no see. Well ciao darling Love Silvia :)

Wednesday, 16 February 2005

DISCOVERED!

That nite Emily and I discovered that Emma, who makes her own cards and teddy bears and is very creative sent them to all of us...and tho it was a lovely thought, and i love her muchly for it...it really just made me feel more lonely than i already am...not that I want a boyfriend...i couldnt handle one...especially in year 12...im already stressing enuf and its only like my 4th week! argh! so yeah...plus ive decided that when "love" does come my way, itll b someone liking me 1st and then me realising i like them too after i know that they like me...oh yes, that will b the way it works...lol...im so sad...like not as in miserable...but as in pathetic! lol


So yeah... also today the year 12's had their induction or whatever it is...im gonna call it our Senior Ceremony..where they give everyone their badges and we all get badges that say Senior...im wearing one now. I reall need to get some piccys of me now...i havent had any since xmas...and they were scary! lol...so yeah, that needs to be done...and ill get an up close and personal picture of my senior badge for al to admire..its quite dodgy tho.

Some of the speeches were really inspiring...and i hope this year isnt entirely shite for me...its quite stressful tho. I have to catch up with Maths A...and its hard 2 cuz i keep getting distracted by Matt and Harrys antics...and I have to finish this dance im doing for dance...cuz thats due next tuesday...then for Drama i have an essay due next thursday, which i just cant get my head around cuz its not inspiring me or giving me ideas...and i also have to make a Prompt book for Drama Studies..and I have to read some books in my own time so that I can get a grasp on what the Modern History class learnt last year...oh man, everything sucks right now.
And i sang my song last nite...it was fully crappy! i cried on stage cuz it sucked so bad!

And the openings this Friday so I better get it right! Dammit...i should try to calm down my anger and miserableness ( :-) ) else ill get back into my habit of swearing which im trying to tune down...but i really should tune it up since ive got the part of Stacy in x-stacy and she swears quite a bit!
okay then...xoxo love yous all...peace!

3:43 PM

Tuesday, 15 February 2005

WHO R U MYSTERY PPL?

Well i was having a carefree singles day...full of no cards, flowers etc...and then when i get home i get a card...but its not just any card...its a V-Day card...and yet its very girly...with sequins and neat writing...so im thinking this cant be real it has to be a joke..then i find that emily has a neat decorated one as well...so who is it you naughty ppl!


lol...it was a nice note tho...i love thee to the breadth, depth and height my soul can reach

so pretty...reminded me of the good times...

these are some good times here: as pictures... ones of me and scott when we were young and innocent...the other is of a lil gang that includes andy cuz he looks odd, the other is of me cutting cake which was good...and other crap! lol

5:03 PM

Monday, 14 February 2005

Sum Exciting News!

Hey guys..i really like this...tho my mum has told me 2 be careful with it...i soon hope 2 c all u guys viewing my space cuz it is really cool! lol...im gonna add so many pictures and all that.

But anyway...I had call backs for x-stacy 2day and found out that im playing...well ill let u find out on thursday...unless u already know from reading other sources!

Im very happy, but a little guilty and sad for another special person @ the same time...

Love yous all! Im gonna go eat and watch the moulin rouge now!

xoxo

8:13 PM

News - Bebo

Hey guys...hows doing...well its another week of skool soon, and i dont think im all bubbly for it! But! sum good stuff has happened...and is about to happen!
The Movies! The Music! is opening this friday! come see it! come see me sing..so u can diss me! lol...i just want ppl 2 go so we get numbers...i want every show im in to do well!
also i got cast as Stacy in x-stacy 2day! im very excited but very nervous as well...i wont reveal the other cast members to you, so they can reveal that to you in all their glory...well then cheerio!

loves you all! xoxo

Sunday, 13 February 2005

Wow! The Technology!!! and Welcome!!!

WOW! THE TECHNOLOGY!!!

Ok, I really should be getting ready for the party..I think Em's picking me up in half an hour! Such bad time management! But I've added a background!!! HOW AWESOME IS IT???

Its Neverland all right!

This is so stupid...but fun! Cuz like..I dunno - It is! So shut up! LOL...

comment and stuff...so communication can happen!

xoxo Caitlin Im gonna go now I swear!

6:08 PM

WELCOME!!!

Hey!!!

Welcome 2 Neverland...I love Fairies...and was in the Peter Pan Musical...and this would be one of the most awesomest places to go to...so I created...

NEVERLAND!!!

This is my 1st entry...Hi! You can learn a bit about me from my profile.

Tonight I am going to a party...and am probably going to be late for it! ARGH! So I better go!

Cheerio Loves!Hopefully I can make this site kinda cool...even if it is just about me!
xoxo Love Caitlin

5:55 PM

Tuesday, 8 February 2005

1st Update On Me - Bebo

Hey, Im Caitlin...duh. Um...well I'm gonna write this to let everyone know whats going on in my life @ the moment...cuz I think thats what its 4...pls feel free 2 comment and all that. This site could actually become really handy if we move or whatever...that way we can always keep in touch.
Okay, so what is happening to me right now? Well...it is my 2nd week of Windaroo Valley SHS. I quit QDSE as most of you know, becuz i dont want 2 b a ballerina anymore. Im still gonna dance so I dont become a fat boombalada...but yeah, ive decided to get more into performing now. I can concentrate on acting, helping with the theatre and improving my singing voice. BUT! i cant get too attached to the theatre and its loveliness else Ill never b able 2 leave and hopefully move on. Which is what I wanna do. But itll b hard...only cuz ill want 2 keep seeing everyone. Today sucked. I was fine, just a little stressed and tired over everything but i wouldve handled it well if Harry hadnt of thrown chocolate milk @ me so that it got on my white shirt...chocolate stains you know!!! IDIOT! so I cracked i went and washed sum of it off and decided that I was going to leave, I cant take this school crappy yappity. But ill be back 2morrow, oh yeah. Anyway Im teaching @ my old dance studio on Mondays and Tuesdays and Im rehearsing @ the moment for a show called The Movies! The Music! where i sing so thatll be quite scary...IS quite scary actually..i think it opens next friday...argh! and yeah i do senior youth theatre on thursdays and i love theatre ppl very very much...and yeah. Thats it for me! WALA!!! sorry for posting so much. MWAH! xoxoxo

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